Saturday, February 28, 2009

地图里的病毒

我从来没有失去方向过, 直到现在.

地图对我来说, 是个很重要的文件.

没有它会让我猛然地失去安全感.

我的未来却没有地图, 没有方向, 也没有所谓的安全感.

现实的世界是残酷的.

这句话听都听得厌了. 我不想重复, 但我不愿接受.

我可以很简单, 可是在世界的摧残下, 我是不得已的.

我很累, 真的很累了.

朋友们全都要读书, 我被隔绝在外.

纵使我只是要借个文件, 或借Printer来用, 我还是个"Distraction".

我需要马上被quarantine起来.

因为我会让中央处理器慢下来, 甚至于停滞不前.

我在朋友们美丽的未来地图中, 永远是个病毒.

永远是那个污点.

是一个叫"Distraction"的Trojan Virus.

Virus没有未来的, 因为他的目的就是要你和他一起停滞.

虽然它也没有这个意思.

"只要我踏出房门, 就很难进回去读书了." 她不耐烦地说.

"我这样子读不到书啦, 你在那里." 另一位朋友是这样对我说的.

在考试面前,谁才是朋友?

我向往的东西看来也面目全非了.

我社会面前, 谁去谁会留?

我期盼的朋友看来也会继续走下去.

那一天, 我望着冷冰冰的电话和电脑.

我没有读书.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Relieved

The feeling when you finished all your assignments are so good.

Completed and handed in. Applied for the exemption of Bahasa Kebangsaan too.

At least I can breath a little while before final exam on Monday.

LOL.

I shall go and study.

Japanese exam next week too.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Logo Design

Design for Esther's assignment.Rather simple due to the time constraint.

The symbol is a combination of "i" and "y", for the I-Yedo of course.
Look like a person raising two hands to signify people's need can be satisfied by the company.


I like it.

=)

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

That Moment

I miss those times.
78 PJ Silverhawk Campfire Dinner 2008
Tong, Esther, Me, Ye Heng

Monday, February 23, 2009

Did You Cut My Cable?

I have no idea what happened lately, it seemed like my internet connection had screwed up, badly.

And of course, if it was only me I wouldn't even have to announce it.

Stephanie and Adrian suffered from it too. What the hell happened?

The time where we have to do assignment and I cannot surf the internet properly. Loading any website takes ages to complete. Goodness Gracious.

Frustrated.

Aih. =(

Sunday, February 22, 2009

习惯等待

好久好久已经没有让自己呼吸一下了.

就让自己暂时不管任何东西,就让自己暂时做回我自己.

好累, 怎么会把自己搞成这样呢?

我... 不知道.

坐在她房间里, 忽然的伤感侵略着我的情感.

我没有特地去阻止它, 就让我伤心吧!

她实在是不会安慰人, 我们都知道.

来来去去用的词汇应该不回超过三个咧.

没有关系.

其实, 安慰是虚荣的.

我要的只是你的存在, 只要你坐在那边, 就已经非常足够了.

她放她妈妈的飞机, 我还真不好意思呢.

把她抓去吃火锅, 我还真的不好意思.

但是, 身边有她的感觉, 除了她, 应该没有人给了了吧!

喜欢她单纯的笑容, 喜欢她坚定的眼神.

喜欢在失落的时候, 她就一直在那边.

"为什么要搞到自己这样?" 我禁不住问她.

"怎样?" 她坐在床上, 看着我.

"你不觉得, 你在浪费你的十八, 十九岁吗?"

"会吗? 可能每个人有不一样的需要吧!"

"需要? 难道你不能为你自己活一下吗?"

那一天, 天空下着雨.

我不冷, 我真的不冷.

只是,有一点累而已.

"你快乐吗?"

"...也许我已经习惯等待了吧!"

Friday, February 20, 2009

Love at First Sight eh?

"Open your player and shuffle your playlist, answer accordingly to what the next song comes in." it says.

Farhah tagged me.

I wonder how this will go then.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing - Aerosmith

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Superwoman - Gary Cao Ge

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Broadway - Goo Goo Dolls

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
需要爱 - 陈奕 (Need Love - Chen Yi)

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
The Way I Are - Timbaland feat. Keri Hilson

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Too Close - Blue

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Have You Ever - S Club 7

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
True To Your Heart - 98 & Stevie Wonder

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Perfect - Smashing Pumpkin Acoustic

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Someone Like Me - Atomic Kitten

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Everything I Do -Bryan Adams

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Only - Nine Inch Nails

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Poison - Groove Coverage

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Dinner For One - Linda Chung

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Kiss Goodbye -LeeHom

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Take A Bow -Rihanna

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
That Thing You Do - Wonders

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Yellow - ColdPlay

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
House of Wolves - MCR

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
You Know You're Right - Nirvana

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
听妈妈的话 - Jay Chao (Listen To Your Mother)

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Love at First Sight - Kylie Minogue

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Learning Outcome of Langkawi Tour

This tour truly allows me to experience the planning of a tour for the first time. Having the opportunity to work with my classmates and make a tour come true. Selecting Langkawi is a very brilliant choice and a very interesting destination, traveling a long distance open us to the risk of facing more and more problems.

Leaving from school at 9.00pm might not be a really good idea due to the fact that we ended at the jetty wasting 4 hours to wait for the 8.00am ferry to transfer to the Langkawi main island. Sitting at the jetty waiting for the ferry is a really bad idea; we were literally feeding the mosquitoes there. Especially when the coach driver refuses to on the engine for us to hide inside the air conditioned coach. Those 4 hours were terribly awful. That is when I really learn about time management. Bad time management time lead to unsatisfied customers and that is when the customer complains.

I also learn that responsibility management is crucial in the planning of the tour. When the planning process fails, the organizers will suffer, real bad. Having an disorganized organization made all the managers have a really hectic time, due to the fact that we were the only doing the work and the others simply just ‘enjoy the trip’. This case is obviously unfair, but what can I say, ultimately, finishing the practical test all the way to Langkawi is the greatest compensation to us. Not forgetting noting to self that, the more you care, the more you suffer; make sure I, myself, manage the task wisely and fairer.

During the planning of the incentive tour, of course, needless to say, we will face bunch of problems, solving problems that might not be of our cause, but it’s our responsibility. We chose to go on the 1st weekend of the February, the school refused. Our lecturer implied that the school was not being able to produce the check in time to clear the payment for the tour operator, but we will never know the real factor at the end of the day. We were forced to change the date, pushing the date one week later that the original start date. We could not complain, we simply are merely students at the moment. The only choice is to tolerate the hectic all of the projects that are scheduled at the end of the February. Pushing stress into the maximum, pushing people to their respective limit.

I hate to admit the case that I am all so mad at the planning phase, so frustrated during the execution phase. I’m just tired, I guess. I’m just very tired. But when it comes to facing the customers, I have to temporarily remove that self just for a little while, be all fun and happy for another little while. Is like exposing yourself to the reality. This kind of experiences was painful, but, I really did learn something out of it.


P/S: This is the excerpt from our original on tour report. I wrote it like I was blogging. LoL. =)

Monday, February 16, 2009

情人节快乐

十九岁那年的情人节, 那个十八岁的我.
还是会寂寞.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Langkawi 4D2N Trip

And so, we are going for a class trip, or specifically our Incentive Tour Management practical exam. I am not going to be in from 12th to 15th of February. For those that need to buy duty free items can give me a call, I can settle for you. LoL.

Part of the Organizing Committee

Kho, The Art Master Behind This Booth Design

Ku, The Other One

This guy deserve a longer caption for him, this is William Wan Wei Liam, thanks to him the trip is happening. =)

P/S: 她也有去哦.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Wallet Lost 102

The Ultimate Guide to Wallet Lost With Photos

So you lost your wallet, sucks right? You have to be responsible with all the things you lost with, money and most importantly, the documents. What are you going to do then? Tell your parents that you are 18 already, and you will settle that yourself. (Save yourself from all the awful nagging.)

Call your bank 24 hours customer service immediately, inform them that you lost your ATM card or any other cards like credit cards, prepaid cards, prepaid credit cards and etc. They will require your account details. After that, your current card will be blocked. Don't forget this, very important. You don't want people to run around with your money.

Go to the nearest police station, tell the police you need to make a police report regarding on your wallet lost. Inform them what's inside the wallet, for a typical student you will normally lost your IC, your license, your ATM, your student ID and some cash in it. Make sure in the report he show you before the police print consist of all the items you lost. You will proceed into a room with a higher status of police to certify your report. Pay RM2 for the police report.

Document Replacement
Among all of the lost documents, replace your IC first. All the other documents require your temporary IC for identification purposes.

Checklist
Police Report Original X 1
Police Report Photostatted X 3
License Photo X 1
Replacement Cost = RM150 ~ RM 200
Pen X 1
College Offer Letter X 1

Wear a dark shirt with collar and dress properly.

People in the Subang Jaya, USJ, PJ and Sunway area may follow this method to go to the Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara.

Hop on to the nearest KTM, proceed to KL central. Swap to the LRT and proceed to the Taman Jaya station, which cost RM1.60.

Leave the station via the very small gate, the one in the car park without the gigantic electrical towers.Exit Through This Gate

Passing through the small gate you will see another car park on your right, the JPJ car park. Yes, Jabatan Pengangkutan Jalan is also there. You know what to do later. Don't turn in just yet. Keep on walking straight down the road.
JPJ Car Park Area

You should see the orange/yellow building in front, that's the new makhamah follow the road down and you should see Jabatan Meteologi and Jabatan Kimia at the end of the road all on your right.
Follow this road till the end

When you reach to the very end of the road, which is a junction to the main road, identify a big Poh Kong opposite you.
Poh Kong at the opposite shop lots

Turn to the right, don't go over to Poh Kong, Follow the pavement until you see a building with a lot of "holes" written, Jabatan Persekutuan something something.
The Entrance

Go in through the big gate, proceed to the right wing. They have signboards there anyway. Go to the 1st floor, and enter the JPN through an auto sliding door.
In the JPN

In the JPN

Go to the Counter 1 and tell them you lost your IC, let the person see your police report and inform the person you are a student. He will pass you a number, an appeal form and staple your photostated police report all together. Fill up the appeal form to appeal for 50% discount for your IC replacement because you are a student. If you are not a student, then you will just have to pay the full amount.

When the counter called your number in a very funny tone, proceed to the counter. Make sure you don't miss the number, they don't like it. Show her the forms, let the personnel see your college offer letter to prove that you are a student. No, you don't have your student ID, remember? Pay RM60 if your are a student, pay RM110 if you are not a student. You will receive a receipt there. Proceed to counter 15 and 16 to wait for your turn to take photo. You will receive a temporary IC here. You will need to come back here in 2 weeks along with the receipt and the temporary IC to get your replacement IC.

In the JPJ
With your temporary IC, go back to the JPJ car park and look for JPJ which located diagonally with the car park. Enter through the right hand alley, not the main gate.
The Side Entrance

Go to the enquiry counter and tell her you need to replace you license. She will give you a number, wait for it and proceed to the counter when called. Say that you need to replace your license. Show the person your temporary IC and pay RM20. Give the person your photo and wait for your license for around 5 minutes. License Retrieved.

This is the two documents that needs to be done at PJ. Sit the train and go back home. For ATM, student ID please proceed back to the respective places with your police report and your temporary IC for replacement.

If you got yourself lost in any part of the task, just ask.

May the wallet be with you,
ShawnKid

Sunday, February 8, 2009

庆祝

从她的家回家的时候, 我驾着妈妈的车.

透过它那蒙蒙的前镜, 就在树林的后边, 我看到了烟花.

烟花好远, 但是我清清楚楚的看到它的色彩.

烟花好快, 但是我清清楚楚的记得它的美丽.

"在庆祝什么呀?" 我自言自语.

烟花结束后, 才觉得其实根本不需要理由来庆祝.

为什么总要有着原因, 目的和理由呢?

难道就不能简单的为自己庆祝一下?

"Can I take you out for lunch?" 我在电话里问她.

"Why?"

"带你去吃午餐一定要理由吗?"

"好啦! 可是我没有车, 妈妈四点要用车."

"我去check一下我的妈妈有没有用车." 那时候的我, 我刚刚睡醒不到十五分钟.

"你都睡到这样迟的哦, 实在有福气." 我看着电话, 一度怀疑她在监视我.

"我还要先冲凉."

"迟点SMS我啦!"

"哦." 我把电话盖上,走出房间, 顺利地看到车子就停在家门口.

非常幸运的, 我妈妈今天没有用到车.

因为那一天, 她坐在我驾的车里.

"我终于坐在你亲手驾的车了." 她笑着.

我决定以笑而不答心自"爽"来回应她的微笑.

"你知道吗? 当你问一个女生:'Can I take you out for lunch?' 的时候, it means you are going to pay for her." 她的笑容变得有一点阴险.

"I'm sorry. 我真的不知道欸." 我实在是不知道, 也发现我说话下次要非常小心了.

随时破产也不知道发生什么事.

"为什么要带我去吃午餐?" 她可能不喜欢我刚才的答案.

"需要原因哦?"

"一定有目的的." 她坚定地点头.

"你还在坚持什么?" 我翻了白眼.

"纯粹去吃东西啦!" 我不想让她知道, 其实我要为她庆祝, 因为她是我的朋友.

电台里播着很好听的音乐, 当时我是快乐的.

"不如去找TONG吧! 不知道他回来了吗?" 她建议道.

"你call他咯." 我把我的电话交给她.

TONG的全名很赞, 三个字都是以NG结束的, 还押韵的叻.

但是, 我们还是喜欢叫他的那么特别的姓.

他是我们的老大. 要简单地形容他的话, 应该是"成熟,稳重然后带一点随性的感觉."

他在中学的时候是我和她在童子军里的老大.

当时的我是老二, 她是秘书.

"为什么我来来去去都只能做秘书?" 她怨道.

"注定的." 他拍拍她的肩膀, 然后很潇洒的走掉.

我们真的被炸到.

还好我们约他快, 要不然当TONG回到家的时候, 要绑架他出来喝茶, 比谋杀国家安全委员会的成员更难.

因为他要读书.

"Lifeless."我都是这样呛他.

当他从车站走出来的时候, 实在是带着那阵沧桑.

手里那着两个书包, 头发在风中飘动.

唉, 两个字 - 沧桑.

为了求学而离家住到那样远, 难免的, 难免的.

只有每个周末才能回家一趟, 难免的, 难免的.

"去哪里吃?" 他一上车就问我们.

"不懂." 我耸一耸肩.

"什么?!" 接着车上是一阵恐怖的活动, 我们恐怖的综合笑声.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

The LOL Moment

Standing Tall - Ham How

Would You Be My Green Loving Valentine - Jane Chiang

The Mum is Watching - Nigel & Elaine Lee

Friday, February 6, 2009

Online Identity

Everything seemed so distanced across the monitor.
Everything that you once knew became lines and lines of words.
Everything you once remembered became lines and lines of pixels.
Everything you wish you would appreciate more until they left.
What you have left is the piece of technology to replace them.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

可能

我坐在地上,身边坐着Elaine.

不是因为什么特殊的原因,可能只为了那个插头.

赶着准备我们班游考试的文件. 整班去旅游还有考试? 再如何难以置信都好,那是真的. 它的难度不在于筹备的阶段,而是怎样去处理我们的那一位恐怖至极的老师.

好饿哦!” 可能刚才还没吃午餐.

我觉得在我大学生涯中, 除了Yes, yes, okay, okay.” “No, I don’t agree.”之外,第三名可能是I’m hungry.” .

食物在一位学生的生活中,扮演着相当重要的角色.

奇怪的是, 我常常会出现食物短缺的问题.

可能食物上所花费的费用和我缺钱用有很直接的关系.

.

看着Elaine的手指在她手提电脑上跳来跳去. 我呢, 就在纸上猛算着我们班游的预算案.

, 我的bag里好像有东西吃.” Elaine的视线没有离开荧幕过.

我的眼睛可能可以像闪光灯那样闪烁了.

因为,食物永远是美好的.

Elaine从包包里拿出Chipsmore.

还是extra chocolate的那一种.

眼睛简直可以当雷射割东西了.

认识我的人都知道我对巧克力情有独钟, 可能还上瘾了.

非常不好意思. 本人因陷入肚子饿的困境,所以就不客气咯!” 我马上把包装撕开.

吃吧!” Elaine便继续奋斗了.

吃着巧克力饼干的感觉好幸福, 可能我饿坏了.

Elaine在百忙之中, 抽了十五分钟去探病, 还见了两位老师.

可能我太专心了吧.

Elaine 不在的时候, 她,来了, 带着她的招牌笑容.

可能巧克力饼干早已经吃完了.


Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Eclipse

I saw eclipse on the 1st day of Chinese New Year at Melaka. I called everyone to go observe, but apparently the weather don't like us. Wanted to show to the friends that missed it, but Esther said it was all over the newspaper the next day. Oh well, I saw just post it anyway.

This is how you suppose to look at an eclipse, using a magnetic strip in the VCR tape. That's my dad watching the eclipse by the way.
This is how the eclipse looks like through the magnetic strip.
At around 6pm, the most optimum time to watch the eclipse without any accessories.

It's rather cloudy that day. The sun is rather small too. Click on the image to enlarge it. The sun actually look like a moon that day and I have to spend 30 minutes explaining how eclipses happen and that's not a moon.

Too bad in Malaysia we will never be able to observe a full eclipse. =(

My 1st live observation on eclipse.

Cool.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Freshie Night

I went to freshie night that day, along with the two girls. Namely Esther and Grace. The theme of the event was RetroTechno. That's why the retro looks on the girls. I wondered what to wear and finally gave up and wore tip to toe with one colour, black. Apparently, that's what the organizers all wore that night.

Aiks.

The event was interesting. Just lack of the decorations, the whole venue was not decorated at all. But I have to admit, the lighting was awesome. I had fun taking photos of the light.

The photo's lighting is nice. But this performance scared the hell out of me. The guy, (Yes, it's a he that's performing.) is doing pole dancing on a temporary pole. The base was wobbling and we were so worried whether he will hit the ground in less than 30 seconds. He is damn sporting, I respect him, somehow.

Other than that, it's dancing, dancing and more dancing. But, the lucky draw was very attractive. Thumbdrive with a Celcom Starter Pack. My luck is always plus minus of 0%, it only made sense when I don't win anything.

These people are volunteering in the event. The right-est one is William, coursemate of mine and the girls at the center are our juniors.

Apparently, she likes to take weird photos. I am more than glad to play with her. XD

A 700 pax campus event, the dance floor is extremely crowded. Amazingly done.

I didn't realize that there are food at the back of the hall, I only knew it the next day when William told me. =(

Too dark lah.

Monday, February 2, 2009

寂寞论

"喂,放学了吗?"我问着电话的那一头.

"还没啦!还在课室里!"她叫道. 随后是一阵又快又短的"的DUDU声.

我望着电话发呆.这又是叫着寂寞吗?

但是,我会在三十分钟后遇见她. 还在寂寞吗?

呃, 是的.

亲爱的,那不是爱情.

只是一个很单纯的友谊.

因为,她晚上要陪男朋友吃晚饭.

我,就在家看着空空的电脑荧幕,也看着没响过的手机.

很想做我应该开始写的报告,很想踏出家门在外头乱乱走.

但是,我没有.

"男女之间的友谊难道一定要有原因的吗?" 她问道.

"你又想坚持自己的THEORY了吗?"我望着他.她以微笑带过.

"记得我那个朋友的男性好朋友很像你的吗?"她把文件抱紧.

"Why?"

"他约我朋友情人节出去.看!另有目的的!"她瞪着我.

"你还在坚持哦?"

"是的!哎,男人!"她猛摇头.

"看来只有我不同."我的样子挺自信的.

"Erm... We cannot take you into consideration.你比较另类."

我叹气.

因为,我也知道.

"我肚子饿."她哀道.

"我也是.去吃些东西吧!"

"吃什么?"

"随便,你决定."

"不要~!不要让我做决定!"她懒的时候,真的很懒.

静了一会儿.不小心用到她的脑袋,她应该在头痛.

忘了,她的脑的容量是为了课程需要而设的.Process 太多东西可会overheat的.

"可是,我想念那个黏黏的球的啊-"她说话了.

"Oh, Taroballs. Okay, settle. 就去雪花栈吧!"

我们就去了.我又去那里了.

难道朋友之间就不能这样简单吗?

那是回到家之前的事了.

她...现在应该不饿了吧!

但是,我还是一样.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

They are Barely Legal

I went to Sunway Pyramid to do some documents stuff due to the lost of my wallet just one day before New Year's eve.

I went there and met up with Tzia Tshen. There's not only him. Which kind of make me feel damn awkward. He had company...

After my documents being done, went to Pappa Rich for lunch.

The ambiance is definitely there, it's just that the food is slightly expensive due to the fact that the portion is a bit left behind, small, that's what I mean.

I don't exactly know what he ordered. But it looked small alright. His friends other something lighter because they ate lunch already.


The White Coffee.

Ice Kacang ABC.

You know what I ordered? Nissan Mee. I ran out of ideas already. The 1st thing that made the whole table amazed is the weird thing lying on my noodle. Apparently is a sausage cut into 4 sides and opened up.

Upon completion of my Sunday afternoon, I realized these guys are interesting.


They hang out at Popular bookstore and read to kill time. *gasp* And I did it with them.

LoL.