Do Something About It

Sometimes I feel so useless.

Especially the fact that I got so many desires but cannot even complete anyone of them.

I'm such a loser. Considering the fact that I'm jack of all trades, master of none. Really think hard sometimes before and I realized that other than talking, I'm good for nothing.

I cannot really do anything else better than others, but I had been well known for the talkative attitude of mine.

I have no determination when I want to accomplish something.

But I don't believe I cannot complete any of my new year resolution that I had set over and over again for the past 5 years.

I am going to try to do something about it.

ShawnKid hereby proudly announce that: he is going to challenge himself to lose 5 kg before the end of the year 2008.

Current weight: 80kg

Please remind me of the fantastic challenge I have here and pressure me from time to time.

P/S: Ajak me to go for any kind of sports or fat burning activities. Make sure I go, unless I really have something going on. XD

Relaxation

Breath in and breath out, my practical exams are OVER!

Having 2 reports in hand is actually very free compare to the stressful week I had last week. Though I screwed the exams out but I'm certainly glad it is over.

OVER!

I have a business plan presentation next Monday, one deli decor report and one Business English Report to hand in now.

Not to mention my classes are mostly finished already, thus I have to start studying for my finals.

But I'm just too lazy.

P/S: I hibernated for the entire weekend.

Fever Crisis

If I would pick a day to have fever, then it's definitely not in these few weeks as I'm stuffed with 2 reports, 2 assignments, 2 presentation and 2 practical exam at the same bloody day.

The whole structure for the sentence was coincidently placed in the same week so perfectly to market the fact that I'm screwed if I had fall sick any day around this week.

And so I did fell sick.

What the heck.

With a combo serving with extra powerful cough and super nasal congesting flu that just cost you a quarter of all your assignments marks only!

I did my presentation today and apparently I was coughing all the time and I lost my marks. Damn, I shouldn't have even go to class today.

I have a role play for Business English tomorrow. Imagine the scenario. *Roll eyes*

Petrol

The petrol is officially RM2.70 per liter today.

It's so bloody expensive. Even though the government cannot sustain the subsidization anymore also don't allow it to increase up by 70% in just one night lah. Not to mention that I thought they said they are increasing at August? Now is only June. From RM1.92 to RM2.70.

This is incredibly insane. How would anyone wants to travel by car anymore? Before that my mum needs RM60 to fill petrol to full tank now roughly need RM90 to obtain the same amount of fuel. I hesitated when I feel like traveling with car.

I wonder how much is the cost for automobile 5 years down the road.

*shiver*

P/S: Go bike!

Stress

I think I'm starting to feel it.
Sometimes I don't understand some people.
The stress.
They can be so immature at times.
Trying having 4 assignments, 2 practical exams, and 2 presentations and 2 quizzes all in this month.
Especially about teamworks.
Not to mention I'm dealing with the camp fire dinner for my scout troop.
Why can't they just cooperate and finish it once and for all?
Applying loan for my education.
It's a bloody practical exam.
Trying to save money for my camera and a laptop.
Instead of finding a solution they are ranting like hell.
Fulfilling self goal of traveling to a foreign country every single year.
Instead of participating in a discussion he is being some emo kid staring at his phone.
Never expect a college life to be that hectic.
Why can't we just cope with each other?
Somehow or rather I'm missing my old time back in high school.
Is it that hard? For goodness sake.
Slumber and stress-free.
As if he is that important and we have to bear with him.
All the duties and responsibilities tends to having a major effect on me.
I'm stress out.
The black panda eyes.
I need a break and I won't be able to get one.
Even though I'm sleeping enough.
Some of the scouts committees are not being helpful.
Most of the project due next two weeks.
Now this deli decoration project is the same.
And I'm still here blogging.
Holy crap.
Not forgetting the 2 quizzes I have for tomorrow.
Apparently I'm not the only one feeling like that.
I cannot open my notes.
What can I do now?
Screw the computer.

Window Corruption

I shall tell you about the most unlucky event ever.

I was downloading NDSL games and guess what, lightning strike and my mum off my pc.

When I come home, of course I on it back.

But it won't connect to the internet.

So I open the troubleshooter and they asked me to uninstall the TCP/PP protocol driver and install it back.

But I couldn't.

I cannot do my assignment. =(

The next day I called the company to come and fix.

He came.

He cannot fix it on the spot.

He took my whole CPU back to the company.

When I come back I cannot find my CPU.

I cannot do my assignment. =(

I need to prepare documents to teach juniors about event planning.

I cannot do my preparation.

I went Adrian's house since I need to return the book from his library as well.

I reached home at 12.30am.

The next day I was expecting the computer to come back.

But it didn't.

Instead the person said my Windows corrupt already.

Oh my goodness gracious I cannot do my assignment today. =(

And he can only return on Monday evening.

Oh my greatest goodness grand gracious I cannot do my assignment on Sunday either. =(

And I can only surf net at other place.

And I can only do my assignment on Monday at school.

Aih...